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Um... I'll be honest, I feel really guilty for totally neglecting this account, BUT since I moved into my flat, I haven't had internet.

And there are just some things you don't check at work. Like your art account with nudes. Things like that.

So uh, hi.

I'll let you in on a secret. I am overflowing in the brain with ideas. So much so that later on today I'm going out to buy a journal to keep track of them. It's crazy and I love it.

Why haven't these ideas manifested themselves yet? Very good question. Could be that I can't afford to develop more than one film a week (or fortnight if I'm using B+W? Could it be that I'm too lazy to take them?

Wrong and wrong.

I have a certain look in mind, and I haven't that look among my friends. Of course, I'm not even sure what that look is myself until I see them on the street, but I'm a lil too nervous to walk up to a strange and say "hey, you, be my model."

Maybe one day.

At the moment though, I think I'm going back to my sister.
She is staying with me at the moment, so makes it easier.
And I need to get rid of these ideas before I explode.

BUT I do now have a secure internet connection by way of a big long effing cord. Yay